Updated: Sep 4, 2019
To the Parable of the Vineyard and Christian Truthers Family,
I wanted to personally take a minute to provide a quick update / service announcement so as to alleviate any rumors or concerns that will potentially arise. Effective immediately and within the foreseeable future, I will not be joining Fridays on the Parable of the Vineyard YouTube channel for live streams. I want to make it clear that Adam and I are on good terms and that I have nothing but love for this incredible man that Yah has blessed me with as a friend and partner over the last year and 7 months.
I’m pretty sure this is the first stream that we ever conducted together, in February of 2018.
Watching it feels somewhat embarrassing (if I’m honest) since we’ve all grown so much since that time. I hope that as each of us look back on the last year or two of our lives we can honestly say that we’ve grown enough in the Word to look at ourselves and think, “Wow, I was so young, I had so much to learn.” Brothers and sisters, we will ALWAYS have much to learn and that is such a vital thing to remember.
“Yah opposes the proud, but shows favor to the humble.”
Over the last few months, the “grind” of the ministry has genuinely overwhelmed me at times. Of course, I know that Yah does not give us more than we can handle and EVERYTHING is a test; however, sometimes that test may just be one which determines whether or not we will pause and listen, or just keep moving forward “for the sake of the ministry.” I am personally compelled to pause and pray, search and listen, read, learn and allow Yah to lead me down whatever path He wants me on without the “obligation” of saying “something” each week on streams, Bible studies, Facebook messages, emails, texts, etc.
When Christian Truthers started, it started on my living room floor, where I lay prostrate on my face daily asking Yah to reveal Himself to me, and teach me, and show me Truth (whatever that looks like). “Show me the truth and remove the lies” I would beg over and over each day. I had no clue I would end up in Torah at the time, or that Yah would show me so much concerning so many things over the last two years - but that is truly where it began. That place on my floor is where I am returning, not forgetting everything He has revealed to us but holding fast to what He’s shown us to be GOOD and simply asking Him a question I haven’t asked in too long.... “What do you want me to do now Father?”
There are already projects with big implications that He’s repeatedly put before me to continue to study out, and in that realm there is much to be conducted in research and prayer. In essence, I am taking a “time-out” on ritualistic tasks to ask Yah what HE wants me to do today, and tomorrow and the next day - and find out where that leads. It was in this manner that Christian Truthers was started, and it was in this manner that the “Identity Crisis, How the West was Lost, The Natsarim, Flat Earth Flooding the Church, The Promised Land TRUTH of Origin,” and so many other videos were made - through time alone in the Word and the prompting of Yah (through many means).
I do hope to finish the Testaments of the Twelve Patriarchs (only 3 more left!) as soon as possible, and you can expect that as Yah gives me guidance on where to focus my time, energy, and prayers, you’ll be seeing more videos on Christian Truthers and Facebook in the weeks and months to come. I do pray that none of you are offended, as I value you all, my family, so much more than you likely realize - it is because of that value that I must not allow myself to represent Yah before your faces without His guidance and direction.
May I never lead myself, or anyone else for that matter, through human wisdom or vanity - instead, may we all seek the leadership of YAHUAH and YAHUSHA. I will do anything for my Messiah, and for now I must pause, pray and listen.
Shalom my brothers and sisters and Messiah! I love you all so very much, and I’ll still see you around on Facebook, YouTube and Christiantruthers.com. More to come...and don’t worry, Bible Trivia Live will still continue, although we may have to wait another week since we are about to get a direct hit by a Category 4 Hurricane this Sunday. Prayers for Florida please!
Love, Blessings and Shalom!